on 27 January 2013.
The most beautiful angel
with pure innocent kind heart
I had ever met.
The hope
of you will get better,
teared me.
The thought
of seeing you
on the coming Sunday,
hurts me.
The thought
of seeing your face
with smile and laughing
at us
cos we came at your room
surprise you
with big photo of us framed,
broke me to pieces.
The fact that
I'm seeing you
in white
lying there
knowing that
I won't ever going to
hear your voice again,
play with your hair
see you
talk to you
and
I have to
accept the fact
that you are no longer here,
kills me.
I still don't understand
why you have to leave
leaving me here
this early
too early
you just had your 19th birthday.
How could I say this
when
I wasn't even
there for you
till the end.
You suffered
you were in pain
you fought so hard
for a long time
but you stayed strong
and
God took you
He took you
because
you don't deserve to be in this pain.
I wish I could take away
every pain you felt.
I wish I could give you
longer time
more years.
But your kind soul
belongs to the other world,
paradise.
You
will always be in my heart,
live within my heart.
You are loved,
so much.
I love you Prudence Pearl Manih.
