November 09, 2016
I was scared,
But then I found out your favorite food,
And it gave me the idea that you're approachable,
It was true and I like that.
Then I think you're funny when you are being nonsense,
It tickled me seeing you being crazy,
I started to remember our conversation,
And I begin to like you do the talking instead of me,
You talk too much,
All of your stories stuck in my head,
And at that moment,
I realized that you were something.
I realize I enjoyed you being comfortable with me,
Made me happy that I had your trust,
We shared similar traits and I like that,
Then, I listened to your favorite songs,
Turned out that each songs used to be my favorite,
Was tempted to open up myself to you,
I realize everyone is falling head over heels for you.
I start to lose interest in you,
But I long for the trust you had in me,
So I took a step behind,
Because everyone likes you,
Because I can see you are happy now.
But dear self,
It has been months,
You already missed your chance,
But you're not.
Because its okay.
I made the right choice.
October 12, 2016
In the future, you will reflect your life and said "Dayum, I used to be someone beyond my limits."
September 18, 2016
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June 10, 2016
April 16, 2016
January 27, 2016
It's been three years since my dearest best friend departed. I miss you so much it hurt. I hope you're doing well up in heaven. Oh well, of course you are. You are rested in the hands of the Lord :)
All these years, I still had the thought of giving you a call or send random text. Why? Because I could never stop myself from picturing you're still here. And there are times when I hope that one of my blog viewer is you. Haha crazy but seriously I miss you so much.
The feeling of not having you here is very obvious and I will never know how to move on from that(and I don't want to) .
I miss Prudence Pearl Manih so much. May you rest well and I will see you in another life ❤