Today I spent most my time eating yoghurt. Cos yoghurt have something that makes me feeling a little bit chilly. I am not being me lately. No more the 'organise-Chalen'. Sucks a lot because I have trouble in managing my time. This is not shocking for me but it has been almost a month. I slept at dawn, I eat chips as my first meal at 11am almost every day, I skip dinner, I don't drink enough water, I even skipped my morning shower, I'm not on track with my healthy routine and worst of all, I am not being 'nice'to anyone lately except for my sister. Yelling is pretty much an easy thing to do compare to talking nicely now. I did a lot of yelling at my parents lately. I think I even made my mum cries in her room. I'm sorry mum, I didn't mean any of it. I wish I could just say it out without yelling at you. I wasn't angry at you. I don't know why I did that. I don't know what's happening. I don't even know what I want to know.