October 11, 2013

clear my mind, free my soul, surprise me with happiness

It broke my heart. 
You, broke it.
I felt used 
I felt betrayed 
I felt cheated. 

I push myself so hard
just to hate you.
But the more I hate you
the more I think about liking you
this feeling,
it makes me happy 
but still 
it annoys me 
but most of the time
the laugh we shared
cures the scars inside of me.

Those broken pieces of happiness seems getting back together again
when we are close
but you 
part them away 
few times,
probably there's more in the future.

Now, I don't know. I don't know what to feel. 
Maybe I shouldn't hope too much in the first place.