Lesson number 1 : No more phones at school.I won't be bringing my phone at school after this except for Saturday classes. I don't want to take risk anymore. So, no. One of my classmate copied my assignment because we have the same topic. This guy is the worst. He copied it before asking me and he didn't even did any editing in his assignment. Like what the fuck, mister you need some editing in your assignment. He did told he copied my work but that is only when he had already finish copying it and I was like "Oh okay. As long as you edited it or take the important things only". When I go take a look at his work, wow you fuckery, not even a single sentence were edited? This really piss me off. I put so much effort on my work and what? Ugh screw you.
August 24, 2013
August 18, 2013
August 17, 2013
August 15, 2013
remember I told you that I would
certainly fall for someone like you
who won't gave that easily
on the person you love so much
loyalty trust commitment
fall for you
I had the worst thought ever
that you might be able
to replace her
to forget the fact that she's gone
well you did
but you gave me the most bitter feeling ever
you started with all those
stupidly fooled me
I can deal with those
won't ever questions those
won't ever try to change you
I will let you do things you like
let you act the way you wanted
let you like people/things you wanted
let you be who you really are
because everything about you
what makes you perfect
I really really like you
then the thought of
wanting more than a friend
how stupid I was
I know I shouldn't hope too much
but I just couldn't help it
that those gifts and smiles were actually meant something
that silly conversation all night were a sign
that you might fall for me
and you might forget about her
like you said before
you will never
why the fuck didn't I noted that before
forgetting about you
was the toughest thing
to do in my life
maybe I haven't
maybe I have
forgotten about you
all I want now is
a perfect start
a fresh one
no more feelings
no more expectation
no more hoping
just two people
and stay as a friends
August 13, 2013
My friend ask me if I wanted to jpin her working during raya and I say I wanted to and so I did. That was my first time.
I had fun while working. I met lots of kind people. It was a great experience. I would like to experience another job again after STPM. I finally earn my first money woohoo life's good but they said it didn't worth it. Yeah I also felt the same way but as long as I have the money then it's okay? Hah.
I worked under BTC which is a halal food caterer. We wore these outfits which was provided by them, according to the dress code.
August 07, 2013
Been taking care on my food intake lately. I only eat rice like once a week. I skip breakfast. Okay I know breakfast the most important meal of the day but I don't feel like eating anything in the morning. I only drank a tall glass of apple+carrot+oat juice. Do you even call that juice geez?
Made two diys in a day! A feather hair clip and headband holder. I'm really happy with that. Talking about diys, so far, I've done :
knot bracelet and other type of bracelets I forgot the names aha
loose tank top
a sling bag from a shirt
accessories organizer -bracelets & necklaces
peter pan collar
floral headband like the one Lana Del Ray always wore in her videos
and... I guess thats all. Ombre shorts is in my number one list now. But first, this women needs money. I need money to buy those pretty die colors. So, need to wait for the right moment.
Today's my friend birthday. We call her Amy cos that's her name. If she's reading this, I recommend you to be happy cos I mentioned your name here aha whatever ahaaa. Nothing special actually. Hey, happy birthday bitch <3
I am going to stay a hostel tomorrow cos I'm working oh yeah baby first timer. I am super excited + scared + worried. I'm working because I just want the money. Money. More money means more happiness for me. Lol jk. But tbh yes.
Alright bitches, that's all for today. Write to you guys soon. Ciao.
August 03, 2013
August 02, 2013
August 01, 2013
If you want to be with me,
please don't give up when I said no or whatever that might turn you down.
I want you to like me. And I have promise myself that I am going to make you like me and fall for me.
I hope that I am doing it right now. It feels such a bliss when you gave me those kind of attention. I want it all the time. I want to make it stay.
Call me old fashion but I want you to make the first move. It just kills me when I knew that you are still into her. I take it as a challenge.
I know there's a lot guys out there but I'm living my momment here. I just don't want to make a waste of it. I don't know if it's worth waiting for someone you don't even know if they really are exsist.
He probably might already exsist.