July 31, 2013

you're such a dork

I hope you can tell that I like you because I want you to know that I cherish you. I really like you but I'm afraid. Afraid of rejection. This doesn't mean I'm going to do any move or expecting you to do something but ughh I don't know. This mixed feelings just kills me.
I don't why I'm into guys like you; sometimes I see you as an asshole and there's a time you're being such a sweetheart. And I hate those glittery feeling I get from you. Because you make me sad and happy all the time. I hope this is just a impermanent feeling. Finger crossed*